Thursday, 2 July 2009

life is a "bundle of joy!"

well as you know i'm a girl with amazing powers of emotion. i think they call us, teenage girls. it's common. as anyone about it, and they will go "ooh... that" or like "i'm sorry you have one of those". honest, no one in the world would want to be stuck with a teenage girl, maybe accept a teenage guy [which are usually hot. lol]

so my life so far is complicated [surely everyone knows that by now]. i always have this hate-friendly relationship with my mum and amazingly complicated friendship with my friends right now. i'm not sure where i'm standing in both of those relationships. i guess [as i've said before] the HS pressure is getting to every single one of us. surely no one admits it, but it looks like it. so so clear.

while all this shittingly stuff are going on, i have more bad news! i've lost SO MUCH WEIGHT! i mean.. i use to want to lose weight. but now, i'm not thinking of loosing weight, then suddenly i lost 4 kg! 4 FREAKIN KG! for me that's like ALOT! this is kind of worrying for me, but i hope it's nothing serious.

from all that crap, one thing that i'm mostly worried of is this thing we have in indoensia called CLBK [Cinta Lama Balik Kembali, right?] meaning : falling in love with an old lover. yeah.. i'm scared of that. i'm not saying that i'm falling in love with anyone, but i'm just worried that it would happened. and it's so forbidden! there are 2 reasons why it is forbidden, first, he's taken, second, i'm taken. so... stop now? well... i'm not planning on anything, i just hope we could be friends like we were, nothing more. cause last night, i can see that you've changed. WHY ARE PEOPLE CHANGING????

talking about changing, i bet my cousins in england has changed alot! i miss them so much, and ofcoures the rest of the family too. well, that's all from me now. gonna clean up my room now [mum's idea], tchau!

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